Wednesday 6 January 2010

Its almost the end of the first week of the New Year. That how fast time is moving. We've been busy planning for the first mega gathering of the year. Its always been easy planning for these outings but not this time.

Wonder why is this happening. Most of the time we get 100% commitment but this this those who never really followed us for the out-side KL gathering has been really testing the nerves. Hate this when all these happens. Really does not make you look forward to excitement. We've seen it happening once. But that was in KL. This time its away from KL and wonder what else could happen.

Outing planning aside. Something is just not right. Deep down Rupster wished she knows what is it or may be she does knows it but is just ignoring it. The lost feeling is sailing its way back to Rupster for this New Year.

With all the lost feelings, there is so much of thinking to be done. Rupster cant afford to repeat past mistakes again. Everything that is to be done and said these days needs repeated thinking before any action is taken. It never used to be like this. Now this is what is going to happen.

Dah banyak dah jaga hati orang. Jaga hati orang sampai hati sendiri terlupa nak jaga. Bila hati dah jadi kritikal baru nak duduk terpikir apa yang telah dilakukan selama ini. Nak pulihkan boleh tapi masalahnya bagaiman nak dipuluihkan. Kalau kita tukar perangai dia orang cakap dah sombong la, lupa diri la, lupa dunia la. Habis tu nak buat macam mana.

Nak cakap pun payah jugak. Takut dia orang terasa pulak. Aku nie dah la mulut boleh terlezer. Tapi kalau tak cakap macam mana dia orang nak tahu apa jadi. Aduiii payahnya. Pening sampai dah penat lah duduk melayan kerenah manusia yang pelbagai ragam. Baik duduk diam-diam. Kalau mereka nak apa-apa biar dia datang. Kalau tak aku buat bodoh jek. Lagi bagus. Aku pun tak sakit hati, dia org pun tak sakit hati.

No matter what happens, Rupster is going to make sure that 2010 turns out to be a much much better year that the previous years. You may not see the same Rupster any longer. But the change is all for the better. Rupster would say what she thinks. To accept or not to accept is totally depending on the individual itself.

P/S Rupster did not know how to rant out what she felt so decided to switch language.

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