Friday 14 March 2008

Rupster says " About Something"

The feelings occurred last week repeated AGAIN. This time it happen yesterday...Sometimes don't you just wonder why with all the hard work and time given to someone as a token of help just ends up going down drain???

Well they may think that we were just doing it for:
1. Our own importance
2. Appreciating what we have been and still doing for them.

Lets not talk about the first option because it better not be true.

Hence, hopes are really high on the second option. Though they do appreciate what has been done BUT how if everything is being done is just received but it is taken very lightly??

And they day you find that out...it is REALLY and TRULY very hurting!!

All that happens is just the heart feels so badly bruised like it was stabbed for a million times!!

How do you cure that??

Just by shedding some tears..

Even that made me think if it is worth shedding all those tears when that person does not even realize the bruise that has been done. Well, it did not only hurt 1 but the list may go longer if the rest were to find out.

Words were just thrown out in that ANGER but still i took the initiative to send a apology message. It depends if the apology is accepted or not. At the end of they day,we were just letting go on our frustrations after all that happened.

Again,

HELP will be given if ASKED,
Opinions will be given if ASKED,
Nothing to say than its SILENCE.

If you prefer to just keep whatever you have to yourself than its you who chose that.

REMEMBER,

If you think this is a lesson to you and regret for what ever you said, than why didn't that lesson was learnt long time before?

If only it was realized before non of this shit would had happened *sigh*

I just wonder if am jinxed to something or rather!!!

Every time when one issue is settled, there comes the next issue IMMEDIATELY!!

Give me a break lah OR rather i NEED a break from all these NONSENSE *sigh*

P/S To whoever is reading this and you think it is related to you. I have no guarantee that it IS you. So if terrasa means its not my fault ok!!

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